cuestiones del día

> why do SOME PEOPLE choose to be insensitive of others? It's easy. Just say "YES" if you mean YES, and "NO", if you mean NO. So stop being childish.

> why do SOME BUILDING ADMIN choose to remain insensitive of the need of their tenants? This buildings LIFT (elevator) SERVICES are testing my patience. And they are succeeding in turning my bad day to worse! for heavens sake, DO SOMETHING! Haven't they heard of the odd-even program? Or, the lower-higher floor strategy? Geez... i hope they transfer their office to the 28th floor so they'd know how it feels to ride a lift from the ground floor to the topmost floor and having to stop at every floor while enduring the crowded AND very poorly-ventilated elevator car. sheesh...

> why does the parking fee in this bldg have to be freakin' expensive? 20 pesos for the first hour and 10 pesos for the succeeding hours or a fraction thereof... and their basement parking stinks!

> why does it always rain when you don't bring an umbrella, and it doesn't if you bring one?

> why do YOU have to be so far?

:(

Yey, SurveY!

Long Survey About Yourself
Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 43663 times on bzoink!
What time are you starting this?	0949 hrs
Name?	Edilberto Jr.
Nicknames?	j0n, aajao
Date of birth?	12th of May
Sex?	male
Height?	5'6"
Eye color?	brown
Where were you born?	Quezon City, Philippines
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?	seven (haha! that's the last time i had a bday cake!)
Pets?	are house rats included?
Hair color?	dark brown (with strands of white)
Piercings?	none
Town you live in?	Cainta
Favorite foods?	pork sinigang!
Ever been to Africa?	not yet
Been toilet papering?	paper toileting perhaps, haha!
Love someone so much it made you cry?	oh yea... silly high school love. :p
Been in a car accident?	no, and wouldn't want to
Croutons or bacon bits?	bacon bits
Favorite day of the week?	Saturday
Favorite resturant?	Filipino restaurant, Italian comes next :)
Favorite flower?	Sampaguita
Favorite sport to watch?	WWE
Favorite drink?	iced tea
Favorite ice cream flavor?	rocky road
Warner Bros. or Disney?	Disney (i'm still kid by heart, LOL)
Favorite fast food restuarant?	Jollibee
Carpet color in your bedroom?	green
How many times did you fail your driver's test?	zero (its EASY to pass the driver's test here in the PI)
Whom did you get your last email from?	Mr. Des Ramos
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?	Best Buy or Walmart
What do you do most often when you are bored?	sleep
Most annoying thing to say to me?	to me? hmmm... "kelan ka mag-aasawa?"
Bedtime?	2200 hrs
Favorite TV show?	Unang Hirit
Last person you went out to dinner with?:	my mom
Been out of country?	yep
Believe in magick?	not really
Ford or Chevy?	Ford
What are you listening to right now?	Best Of My Love (by Eagles)
Have you ever failed a grade?	oh yeah!
If you have, what grade did you fail?	Calculus, Pascal Programming
Do you have a crush on someone?	normally, yes.
Do you have a bf/gf?	i do have a girlfriend
If so, what is their name?	their? she's my one and only Kengpot!
How long have you been together?	we've been ON for 18 months now but we were together for about seven months only... LDR, y'know!
What are you wearing right now?	in the office, i'm wearing my undershirt (with the slack pants, my polo shirt hanging on my chair)
Would you have sex before marriage?	huh? well, ahmm.... no. hehe.
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?	once i guess, my calculus teacher was hot so i failed it to be under her class for another sem. :p
Are you a virgin?	virgin whut? oh, yeah.. its for me to keep and for you to find out! :p
Do you smoke?	nope
Do you drink?	just iced tea
Are you ghetto?	no
Are you a player?	no.
What are your favorite colors?	royal blue, sky blue, mint green, gray
What is your favorite animal?	puppy
Do you have any birthmarks?	yeah
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?	literally? you're kidding!
Who do you talk to most on the phone?	distributors
Have you ever been slapped?	yea
Do you get online a lot?	monday to friday from 9 am to 6 pm except holidays and weekends
Are you shy or outgoing?	SHY. ;)
Do you shower?	yea
Do you hate school?	no
Do you have a social life?	yea
How easily do you trust people?	not that easy
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?	i guess
Would you ever sky dive?	hmm.. bunjee jumping na lang muna siguro.
Do you like to dance?	when performing only
Have you ever been out of state?	yes
Do you like to travel?	i guess
Have you ever been expelled from school?	no way
Have you ever been suspended from school?	nope
Do you want to get out of your hometown?	uh-huh. bahain eh :p
Are you spoiled?	they say but i'm not really.
Are you a brat?	my colleague says so but really i'm not.
Have you ever been dumped?	dumped? ako??? hahaha!
Have you ever gotten high?	ka-adikang tanong 'to ah!
Do you like snapple?	no. C2 masarap
Do you drink a lot of water?	hindi nga eh :(
What toothpaste do you use?	colgate sa bahay, close up sa office
Do you have a cell phone?	yes
Do you have a curfew?	no
Who do you look up to?	bro. EGM
Are you a role model?	YES! ;)
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?	hindi pa
What name brand do you wear the most?	"UK" clothes
What kind of jewelry do you wear?	just a ring that Karen & i both have
What do you want pierced?	nothing
Do you like takin pictures?	yes but its expensive
Do you like gettin your picture taken?	no
Do you have a tan?	ohh... that's what i'm wishin' for!
Do you get annoyed easily?	depends on the situation
Have you ever started a rumor?	just once in my life, when i was a kid, the silly oldies believed my story and i got scolded and punished by my dad for it.
Do you have your own phone or phone line?	yes
Do you have your own pool?	no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?	boxers
Do you have any siblings?	one
Have you ever been played?	no
Have you ever played anyone?	no
Do you get along with your parents?	yes
How do you vent your anger?	i sleep it out
Have you ever ran away?	just for a few hours i guess
Have you ever been fired from a job?	no. my employers LOVE me! I am the one quitting my jobs. hehe
Do you even have a job?	yes
Do you daydream a lot?	no
Do you have a lot of ex's?	just 4
Do you run your mouth?	run my mouth??
What do you want a tattoo of?	nothing
What do you have a tattoo of?	nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?	she looks like a mother now cuz she's married
What does your most recent crush look like?	oh she looks like DARNA
Whats her/his name?	Narda?
Have you ever been bitched out?	nope
Are you rude?	when situation calls for it
What was the last compliment you recieved?	"umitim ka yata?!"
Do you like getting dirty?	where?
Are you flexiable?	when need arises
What is your heritage?	heritage what?
What is your lucky number?	i don't believe in those
What does your hair look like right now?	cooL!
Could you ever be a vegetarian?	sometimes
Describe your looks?	i'm short, white and ugly
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?	white
Would you ever date someone younger than you?	certainly!
Would you ever date someone older than you?	hmm..
When was the last time you were drunk?	not that i can recall being drunk
How many rings until you answer the phone?	in the office, two; at home, six
Have you ever been skinny dipping?	with whom? kidding. nah.. haven't done that
If yes, when was the last time?	N/A
When was the last time you went on a date?	the other day with friends
Do you look more like your mother or father?	neither :p
Do you cry a lot?	only when i pray
Do you ever cry to get your way?	hell no
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?	"o sige na.."
Are you the romantic type?	*shrug*
Have you ever been chased by cops?	no
What do you like most about your body?	face(?)
What do you like least about your body?	height
When did you have your first crush?	kindergarten
When was the last time you threw up?	when i was sick
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?	blondes usually have straight long hair so i go for them
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?	no
What about cleavage?	huh?
Is your best friend a virgin?	who cares?
Have you ever fucked someone up?	literally???
Have you ever been fucked up?	you haven't answered me!
What theme does your room have?	messy theme
What size show do you wear?	size show??
What is your screen name on AIM?	i don't have AIM
How are you feeling right now?	bored, obviously
When was the last time you were at a party?	sometime this year
Have you ever given a lapdance?	no
Have you ever recieved one?	no
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?	yes
What is one of your bad qualilties?	i'm too kind
What is one of your good qualilties?	i'm too kind
Would you marry for money?	no
What do you drive?	our family van -Mitsubishi L300
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?	moms i guess
So?	well?
Well?	so?
When was the last time you cried in school?	long time ago when i was in nursery
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?	for what??
What kind of music do you like?	OPMs
Would you ever bungee jump?	worth a try
What is your worst fear?	being stuck in a snowy place where there is no heater
Would you ever join the army?	hmm..
Do you like cows?	only their milk
If you were to die today, what would you do?	spend everything i have
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?	my seven last words
Do you like to party?	not really
Hearts or broken hearts?	hearts
Moons or stars?	stars
Coke or pepsi?	Pepsi
Favorite scent?	Jovan Ginseng NRG
Favorite band?	South Border
Would you ever dye your hair red?	no
How many languages can you speak?	2 languages, 2 dialects
What time are you finishing this?	1030 hrs

"Bayang Hindi Matatalikod, Nagkakaisa sa Pagsunod"

"That they may see, and know, and consider, and understand together, that the hand of the LORD hath done this, and the Holy One of Israel hath created it." - Isaiah 41:20, KJV

HAPPY 91st ANNIVERSARY TO ALL BRETHREN IN FAITH! TO GOD BE THE GLORY!

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Tulad sa binhi ng mustasa, ang Iglesia Ni Cristo ay lumago at lumaki. Mula sa hamak na kalagayan, itinaguyod ng sugo ng Diyos ang huling gawain ng pagliligtas sa mga huling araw, tangan ang pananampalataya sa mga pangako ng Diyos na hindi Niya pababayaan ang Kaniyang bayan, at ang sugo ay aalalayan at hahawakan ng kanang kamay ng Kaniyang katuwiran. Tunay nga, hindi ito gawa ng sinomang tao lamang, kundi ito ang pagtupad ng Diyos sa Kaniyang mga pangako sa Kaniyang bayan, at ito nga ay malinaw na gawa ng Kaniyang mapagpalang kamay!

Walang dahilan para mag-alinlangan, ang Diyos ay buhay at kasama ng Kaniyang bayan sa mga huling araw na ito!

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Shortcut Tale

Two men were walking home after a Halloween party and decided to take a shortcut through the cemetery just for laughs.

Right in the middle of the cemetery they were startled by a tap-tap-tapping noise coming from the misty shadows.

Trembling with fear, they found an old man with a hammer and chisel, chipping away at one of the headstones.

"Holy cow, Mister," one of them said after catching his breath, "You scared us half to death -- we thought you were a ghost! What are you doing working here so late at night?"

"Those fools!" the old man grumbled. "They misspelled my name!"

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What?

A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000.

The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men."

The husband turned to his wife and said, "What?"

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Church Bulletin Bloopers

Thank God for church ladies with typewriters. These sentences actually appeared in church bulletins or were announced in church services:

Bertha Belch, a missionary from Africa, will be speaking tonight at Calvary Methodist. Come hear Bertha Belch all the way from Africa.

The Fasting & Prayer Conference includes meals.

The sermon this morning: "Jesus Walks on the Water." The sermon tonight: "Searching for Jesus."

Our youth basketball team is back in action Wednesday at 8 PM in the recreation hall. Come out and watch us kill Christ the King.

Ladies, don't forget the rummage sale. It's a chance to get rid of those things not worth keeping around the house. Don't forget your husbands.

The peacemaking meeting scheduled for today has been canceled due to a conflict.

Remember in prayer the many who are sick of our community. Smile at someone who is hard to love. Say "Hell" to someone who doesn't care much about you.

Don't let worry kill you off - let the Church help.

Miss Charlene Mason sang "I will not pass this way again," giving obvious pleasure to the congregation.

For those of you who have children and don't know it, we have a nursery downstairs.

Next Thursday there will be tryouts for the choir. They need all the help they can get.

Barbara remains in the hospital and needs blood donors for more transfusions. She is also having trouble sleeping and requests tapes of Pastor Jack's sermons.

The Rector will preach his farewell message after which the choir will sing: "Break Forth Into Joy."

Irving Benson and Jessie Carter were married on October 24 in the church. So ends a friendship that began in their school days.

A bean supper will be held on Tuesday evening in the church hall. Music will follow.

At the evening service tonight, the sermon topic will be "What Is Hell?" Come early and listen to our choir practice.

Eight new choir robes are currently needed due to the addition of several new members and to the deterioration of some older ones.

Scouts are saving aluminum cans, bottles and other items to be recycled. Proceeds will be used to cripple children.

Please place your donation in the envelope a long with the deceased person you want remembered.

Attend and you will hear an excellent speaker and heave a healthy lunch.

The church will host an evening of fine dining, super entertainment and gracious hostility.

Potluck supper Sunday at 5:00 PM - prayer and medication to follow.

The ladies of the Church have cast off clothing of every kind. They may be seen in the basement on Friday afternoon.

This evening at 7 PM there will be a hymn singing in the park across from the Church. Bring a blanket and come prepared to sin.

Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10 AM. All ladies are invited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the B. S. is done.

The pastor would appreciate it if the ladies of the congregation would lend him their electric girdles for the pancake breakfast next Sunday.

Low Self Esteem Support Group will meet Thursday at 7 PM. Please use the back door.

The eighth-graders will be presenting Shakespeare's Hamlet in the Church basement Friday at 7 PM. The congregation is invited to attend this tragedy.

Weight Watchers will meet at 7 PM at the First Presbyterian Church. Please use large double door at the side entrance.

The Associate Minister unveiled the church's new tithing campaign slogan last Sunday: "I Upped My Pledge - Up Yours."

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NEVER ARGUE WITH A CHILD (series)

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A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales.

The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small.

The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale.

Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible.

The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah".

The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?"

The little girl replied, "Then you ask him". ______________________________________________________

A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they drew.

She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work.

As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was?

The girl replied, "I'm drawing God."

The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like."

Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied,

"They will in a minute."

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A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year olds. After explaining the commandment to "honor" thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, "Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?"

Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a family) answered,

"Thou shall not kill."

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One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink.

She suddenly noticed that her mother has several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head.

She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?"

Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white."

The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said,

"Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white?"

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The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture.

"Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say,

'There's Jennifer; she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a doctor.'"

A small voice at the back of the room rang out,

"And there's the teacher. She's dead."

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A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, "Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face."

"Yes," the class said.

"Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my feet?"

A little fellow shouted, "Cause your feet ain't empty."

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The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples.

The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: "Take only ONE. God is watching."

Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note,

"Take all you want. God is watching the apples."

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"A word of love gives spice to life, a word from a friend gives happiness to the heart, and the word of God gives color, light and meaning to our lives."

sleepy no more :p

i was feeling so sleepy until jary told me about this --> eye opener (in a literal sense).

a quarter past four a.m.

i don't know why i am up so early on a friday. i looked at the clock and it read four o'clock and i thought it was like six a.m. already as i wasn't feeling sleepy at all.

last night, my mom and i dated in the mall and while she was looking for RTWs, i decided to use up all my remaining balance in my netphone card and dialed my sisters home phone number. i was able to talk to kuya butch and got ourselves updated with what's going on lately, here and there. he was telling me that my niece Ria has "grown" (with the quote & quote), and that her things in her own room are mostly kikay stuff. i was expecting this. even when she was still younger, i saw in her 'signs' of getting into that attitude. i just hope & pray she will still be God-fearing, considering the very different culture she's into now comparing to what we have here in the Philippines.

speaking of culture, i occasionally get culture-shocks from what i see out there. i know that time has changed and what was taboo before may be lightly considered AND accepted already today. as what i've said, maybe i'm just too 'backward' and old-fashioned when it comes to those things. and they give me nightmares. serious nightmares that once in a while become distraction on my everyday routine. mind keeps roaming around thinking, and it feels not so good thinking all the time, worrying, thinking, worrying, thinking. i know that trust is very important but i always adhere to what is written: "the spirit is strong but the flesh is weak." --- it's either you or the other. it never fails coz all of us are human.

geezz... i guess i'm only making sense to myself.

hyper monday

i did my best to have a very positive attitude at the start of the day (its the start of the week as well), as i expected a load of work from my leave of absence last weekend. and it paid off. as my boss had put it during our meeting this morning, he said, "this is going to be a critical week for us..." --- and just as it is also our most "hectic" week in church as we prepare for our church anniversary thanksgiving worship this coming weekend. sun and rain, rain and sun, as the weather keeps changing today, i kept my focus in doing my assigned tasks for the day and now i have a little time for blogging before i speed off to our choir practice.

anyhoo, i just wanted to blog about one of the best times of my life which happened last weekend when i officiated the childrens thanksgiving worship in the locale of Mayagay. i had two of my good friends with me to accompany me going there, one of which is my long lost best friend. then we were greeted by hospitable and cheerful brethren upon arrival at the historical locales compound. what touched me most was the kids having to walk more than a kilometer just to attend choir practices, devotional prayers and worship services. as the resident worker remarked, lucky them if a tricycle passed by and then they could hitch on it going to the chapel. we (my friends and i) were fully taken care of by the brethren, we got to explore the mountainous place around the churchs area, got to take some souvenir photos of natures beauty, and to top it all, the thanksgiving worship was blessed by the Father!

Sunday, i got to talk to Karen and ghad! i missed her more. there are things to say that were left unspoken, things to clarify but left unvoiced out, things to express but kept in anyway. It's just so different hearing her again, on a happy tone, worry-free voice. she seems so near and yet so far... how long could we hold on to this thing....? i am wishing, hoping, and praying that it will be forever, until we once again meet and never separate again.

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below is a photo which is more than one year old:



memories.... ahhh.

OMG!!!

My girlfriend wore a two-piece swimsuit. Of course in the beach with her other girl friends. But i'm uneasy with it. Please, tell me i'm stupid for making this a big deal. Or maybe, just somebody please tell me i'm a loser.

blogging at home

after quite some time, i finally got the chance (and the mood) to update my blog here at home. i was itching to have a quick update this morning at the office but work load didn't allow me to. good thing though, cuz it spared me from procrastinating from work. i felt a little lazy today but since i was scheduled to go out of the office after lunch time, it somehow took me off the lazy attitude for the day. hmm... maybe, the first thing that came to my mind that made me really lazy to work was the parking fee that i have to pay at the end of the day. i have no choice but to drive our van going to work since i have to catch up with our scheduled choir practice by seven. imagine: 20 bucks for the first hour, and 10 bucks for every succeeding hour. that's a total of a hundred and ten moolah bill if i finish my shift parking on the paid parking floor of our building. that's more than my passenger fare if i opted to commute from home to work and vice versa. and add the fact that i loaded the van with five hundred bucks worth of diesel (gas).
but then again, nothing beats the convenience of having your OWN transportation.

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i am looking forward to a very busy two-week schedule (which started yesterday) as we prepare for the churchs 91st anniversary. i was blessed to have been sent to teach a Sunday school thanksgiving service in a far away locale in Rizal, almost near Laguna. well, its how others tease me with the suguan i got for Saturdays PNK thanksgiving. Now, i'm thinking of how to get there. Anyone reading this knows how to get to Mayagay either by commuting, having a private transportation, by land travel, air or sea??? huh??? Please, please, please, voice it out here before the weekend. They don't even have a telephone line there.

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I miss going out of town. Island Cove, Tagaytay, Baguio, or somewhere farther where i still haven't been to. At least before i (am hoping) go back to Mississauga, i should have already gone to either/all of the following places: Ilocos, Cebu, Hundred Islands, Bohol, Bacolod (homecoming), and Enchanted Kingdom. Yea, you read it right: ENCHANTED KINGDOM. The one that is located in Sta. Rosa, Laguna. I know, what a loser!

For the meantime, let me reminisce my happy days in baguio with some friends. One of the friends we met there was the cute St. Bernard (was he?), Flames. Yes. Flames was wearing an orange t-shirt. hahaha!

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good night, blog!

Salamat Sa Diyos At Ngayo'y Biyernes!

>> 9:30am na ako nakarating sa opisina. usad-pagong ang daloy ng trapiko mula Ortigas Extension (sa Ever Gotesco mall pa lamang) hanggang sa Ortigas Avenue (MERALCO) na kung sa'n ako bumaba.

>> hindi na yata nagtaas ng singil ng pamasahe ang bus na RRCG. Kaya ito lagi ang hinahanap kong sakyan tuwing umaga na pupunta ako sa trabaho. Sampung piso mula Junction hanggang Center Gate, kumpara sa trese pesos na singil ng G-Liner

minsang tumapat ang sinasakyan kong aircon bus na RRCG, tumapat ito sa ordinary bus ng G-liner at sumigaw yung kundoktor: "Pare, hindi pa ba kami pumapantay sa pamasahe ng ordinary?" napaisip tuloy ako, pwede pala na huwag itaas nang ganun-ganun na lang ang pamasahe... marami lang talagang oportunistang mga Pilipino. tsk, tsk...

>> tinawagan ko sa bahay si Karen, alas onse ng umaga dito (alas onse ng gabi doon). Nakasagot ng telepono ay si mama nya at ibinigay sa kanya ang telepono. Tulog na ang diwa nya pero nagkausap pa rin kami. Ewan ko lang kung pag gising nya mamaya ay maalala nya na kausap nya ko kanina. hahahayyy...

>> inbisibol pa rin si jari sa YM. gusto yata ay public apology katulad nung ginawa ni PGMA. o sige, heto na: "I am sorry."

>> Mula pa kaninang umaga ay nakatutok kami dito sa opisina sa brodkast ng DZ dobol B via internet. Walang katapusang GMA resign ang usapan, at tila parami nang parami pa ang nananawagan na bumaba na sya sa pwesto. Ano ba ang patutunguhan ng bansa sa mga nangyayaring ito? 'Ika nga sa mga soap opera sa TV... "Saan hahantong ang tagpong ito?"

Abangan!

buraot---

---itong araw na ito.

>> nagtatampo si karen. nagtext ng isang message na hindi ko masyadong nagustuhan ang pinaka"mensahe". umagang-umaga pa naman kanina. hindi na raw kami nakakapag-usap. pero kahapon, katatawag ko lang sa kanya. saka nung isang araw. nung isang araw naman, siya yung tumawag. saka, exactly opposite ang time zone namin. kumbaga, hindi pwedeng sabay na umiral ang tubig at langis sa iisang lalagyan sa iisang oras at pagkakataon. ganun ka-conflict. kung bakit kase nawala yung free overseas call dito sa opisina eh. hindi naman ako tumatae ng pera na pambayad sa cell phone bills ko. buraot.

>> isa sa mga ayokong-ayokong nangyayari ay yung naiipit ka sa gitna at wala kang control sa mga pangyayari. kung bakit kase masyadong na-spoiled itong lecheng distributor na ito at lahat ng bagay ay kinakailangang isubo sa bibig nila. anong klase ba naman kaseng management ang ginawa dito noon? at kung bakit kase ayaw magdagdag ng isa pang tao dito? andaming pwedeng gawin nung isang tao na yun kung tutuusin. isang tao lang. isa lang. kalugihan ba yung isa na yun at ikababagsak ng kumpanya??? kung marunong lang akong magmotor, ako na lang, sige, lalanghapin ko lahat ng maruming usok sa kalsada ng metro manila para lang makarating sa mga dapat puntahan. ano ba naman yan? isa lang, hindi ba pwede yun? buraot.

>> hindi ko maintindihan ang takbo ng utak/isipan ng ibang tao. minsan lang kase, nakakainis rin yung akala mo, nakapatay ka ng isang pamilya at isa nang massacre ang nagawa mo para hindi ka mapatawad. lalo na kung hindi naman talaga alam ang pinaka-ugat ng mga bagay na nangyari o kung bakit naging ganun kabigla ang mga desisyon mo. hay naku. ako pa ang napagsabihang makasarili. well, siguro marahil ganun nga ako, pero kapag ako ang sumasama ang loob, hindi ako gaanong namemersonal. mabuti na lang, nahuhugasan ng pagtulog ang sama ng loob na paminsan-minsan ay dumarating din sa akin. pero hindi ko inugali na lubugan ng araw ang sama ko ng loob. siguro nga, isa akong mamamatay tao. ganun ako kasama. buraot.

>> bakit ba kailangang pilitin na ako ang magdesisyon sa mga bagay na hindi ko naman sakop? baka nalilimutan nila na meron pang tao na dapat mamahala doon?! pwede naman na sila pa muna ang kausapin, atasan, at pagdesisyunin. hindi ko ugaling tumakas sa responsibilidad kung nakaatang ito sa akin pero, naman. meron pang tao dun. at hindi ako yun. buraot.

>> sana lang pagpasok ko bukas, iba ang sikat ng araw. o kung maulan man, sana maging maaliwalas ang kalangitan pagkahugas nito ng tubig-ulan. mag-isa ulit ako bukas at kailangang bumalik sa ospital nitong partner ko. sana maayos ang araw ng bukas, nang hindi na maulit ang araw na ito na isang--- buraot.